You’re the boss, don’t let life hold you hostage

Last week I wrote about being planted, not buried and it’s been on my mind since hearing the quote because literally day after day, it feels like something else is being shoveled on.

So, I’ve been steadfast in reminding myself that this isn’t a burial, it’s a rebirth. And furthermore, I’m the boss, okay?!

I’m an entrepreneur in not only my job, but my life as a whole and I have to remind myself that I call the shots.

The way I want to live, feel, and respond—is up to me. And I’ve gootttt to stop allowing myself to feel so helpless at times. Especially now with the damn tiredness.

I literally don’t sleep anymore and feel captive to being exhausted mentally and physically. But the thing is I *can* choose to rest. I *can* slow down a little. I may not be able to get a solid stretch of sleep at night, but I have the power to find rest in other ways.

I’ve also been stepping into being my life’s boss by choosing how I want my days to go, and filling my cup in ways that help me to feel more at ease. I spent my Sunday yesterday doing things around the house that have been on my mind constantly. And for someone like me, organization does bring a sense of calm. I felt accomplished and proud, because I spent the day in a way that filled me up.

And today? I’m taking a half day. So, once I hit send on this newsletter, I’ll be out enjoying the great weather and the company of one of my closest friends. Life isn’t just short, it’s full—overflowing, with possibility and opportunity to make change. And with this new week, I’m granting myself yet another fresh start.

Why? Because (and let’s say it together), I’m the damn boss!!

xo, Aisha Beau